it would be cool if you loved me.
I try to be so unassuming and brought a friend buffer but God, why do I like him? So. Much. I thought going to hang out with him and all his friends would be a major turn off because I’d I’d be awkward sitting by myself among them and shit. If that were the case I would’ve dropped the mic and moved on or at least back to my asexual/manhater-y way of the last few months since you left.
But goddamnit he pulled his chair close to me, close talked, and introduced me to all his friends and told them I was a historian. If he wasn’t speaking to me directly, he’d keep bringing me back into the conversation. I can’t tell if you might like me or if you’re just a nice guy. I feel dumb because I felt crazy because our knees were touching.
You’ve joined the ranks of unattainable real life crushes. Blah.
Going back home for Thanksgiving. App-ing mostly this weekend, more ugh.
lately, i’ve been feening.